I really am crazy!

I love hormones!

Normally I don't think of myself as a really emotional person - drama queen yes but not a train wreck waiting to happen.

Sadly pregnancy hormone have gotten the better of me! I went off today in a whole new way!

I had a meltdown of massive proportion today at work - I am embarrassed to go back! I had a few things said to me - that normally wouldn't bug me. But I was pissed(even though I knew it was no big deal). Then I had to deal with a cranky person - I was rude, and generally nasty to them. I deal with people all the time - some are nice - some are mean. Usually you roll your eyes and just go on. Today - the emotions took a ride on the crazy express. The person was so shocked that I was crying(and it really was a stupid thing). She started apologizing - I told her it wasn't her - I was pregnant, hungry and having a hormonal moment and I was sorry for being a cow! Then I fled the scene!

The lone male co-worker I have found me in the break room (I don't know if he'll ever be the same!) I was sobbing and laughing like a loon - I must have looked deranged! Then after trying to put myself back together I tried to go back to work only to have people ask me if everything was okay - so once again - I lost it! So everyone knew - Ej is NUTS! I still feel like crying even though I am fine! So take that as a warning - I may burst into tears at any given moment!

I need a weekend!

Brad Paisley-When I Get Where I'm Going

My Auntie Irene has had 2 stokes in the last week. Technically she isn't actually related to me but I am closer to her than I am to most of my 'real' family. She is 92 this year and an amazing woman. Her son called us today and told us that she is dying. Please pray for her and her family. Love you Irene!

Sorry sorry sorry

Yeah - I know - I keep saying that I'll get better and post more often yet I don't! Darn facebook!

Honestly between work and birthday parties around here I am slowly loosing my mind. I have literally been up till 12-1 am every day this week. Tonight I am making myself get to bed early!

I don't know if it is from the lack of sleep or baby brain but I am dumb as post right now! I told my sister to throw J-man's yogurt in the garbage. She looked at me strange and asked if I meant the fridge! I have called people by the wrong name, put things in the freezer - that were suppose to go in the fridge, driven across town only to have no idea where I was headed! I have started writing lists for everything including to eat meals as I've forgotten to eat lunch on days that I had to go to work. Suddenly at 1pm I get the shakes and very irritable - then it hits me I didn't eat lunch today!

I'm going to try taking some Omega 3's and getting some sleep! Otherwise I may forget my own name!

Tomorrow is my birthday party - and it looks like it will rain(nuts!!!) Hopefully I'll be back to show pictures and proof that I am still here!

The prego booty

If you have been pregnant then you know how big your butt can get. Last night while I pondered my ever enlarging shape I came to a conclusion.

The reason that a pregnant woman's butt looks so huge is a) the fat normally on the back of our butt moves to the side - thus making you hips look wider and you back side flat - a real nice look and b) We loose our waist so our butt has no where to end. From behind you are all bum! Start at the knees and work you way up to the shoulders. These two things result in a wide flat butt!

So there you have it - the reason my butt is looking the size of it's own planet!

Say it ain't so

I have heartburn! How can this be happening so soon! I am not happy about this! I still have over half of my pregnancy left! NO FAIR!

So I sit here - feeling like I swallowed burning embers for dinner rather than chicken!

Anyone got a tums???

Vacation Pics and what's new!

I have started posting vacation photos on J-man's blog-which is now private(if you want an invite email me) So far nothing too interesting - just the drive to Calgary. But tomorrow I may get off my butt and post some more.

I have posted a few new cards on my card blog - no details as I was too lazy to type them - but if you have any questions leave a comment and I'll fill in the blanks ;-)

I am addicted to facebook - hence the bad bloggeritis - sorry I will get better!

I will soon be turning 30 - ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Be prepared for me complaining that I have accomplished none of my goals ;-)

I'll leave you with a pic of J-man and I at my nephews baseball game! It was windy and I was freezing. I was trying to use him as a blanket - he was not into that!!!

I am back

Sorry for the lack of updates - I don't know if anyone is even still reading ;-)

We were gone on holidays, and then came back to a full work week. I will try and post so pics from our trip although most will be on J-man's blog. His blog has now gone private so if you want an invite there just drop me a line at crazyenns@yahoo.ca

I have been trying to catch up with my blogger and facebook - going away for 9 days doesn't seem that long but wow have you all been busy posting! I am trying to get it all read - sorry if I don't leave comments.

Okay - time to run as J-man is screaming in his crib - I suppose that is what happens when he sleeps in till 10 am - bedtime needs to be later!